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Phobia EP

by Jack Allum

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1.
Abyss 03:30
Way down here Away from all these fears A place we have to go Away from all we know Way down here
2.
Eyes closed, we're left all alone Sitting there as my heart stops beating Last words to make them my own A last chance to say what we're feeling Its our time to go To seek light alone I just need to know Has it been a life worth living At the end all the same Old regrets, dreams unmade
3.
Insomnia 04:00
In dark, this silence, it grows taking hold of me My mind so tired, my soul lays awake with me Tonight i'm broken, my thoughts make the best of me I feel surrounded, trapped down by this gravity I know my fate, it's unmistaken Down on my knees, here's what I'm praying for Take me away, into a state of mind I can be, taken away from this Take me away from this Into my thoughts, fighting my feelings Drifing away, slip from reality Taunts me to soon, jolts come to wake me Over I start, back to reality Back to reality This night moves so slowly This time will be the death of me I’ll wait till the light of day And I’ll wait and I’ll play this game The worst part is i’ve been here before And I know that I’ll lose this war The days that have past The dreams that I’ve kept I hopelessly wait count the winks that I’ve slept I hold on, I stay strong Close my eyes as I try to move on As I try to move on Lay still, no motion, each move reawakens me Heart beats, its pulsing so loud, it deafens me Tonight, I’ll scream out, break free from this misery Burnt lungs, red eyes, the last night that you’ll hear these dark cries Take me away, into a state of mind I can be taken away from this
4.
Lullaby 00:47
5.
Blind 03:08
Have I been bound to hold this place A world alone, a life disgraced Was I so blind to see this truth A lie I lived throughout my youth I’ll find where I fall How many times will I get to play the fool Each time it feels new I still hope that this time’s not the same for you Where was I so blind to see The way you lacked to care for me I’ll say there’s no more But I’ll fall for the first one to grace my door Each time it cuts right through me Back down to where you threw me No trust for all I know I’ll stay just on my own
6.
If I were lost, would you find me If I were at home, would you be beside me If I were alone, would you be my saviour Would you come back for me? I’ve seen so many things, that I wish I hadn’t seen I’ve been so many places, that have lied to me And all of these secrets that impose on me And all of the weight of these lies that I feed What now? Who will I be Who is this man that stands in front of me Where now? Where will I go When is the day, of all of this I’ll know When is the day, of all of this I’ll know Who is this man that stands in front of me Too soon, to say I’m done Too late, to see the man that I’ve become Right here right now, with all of these mistakes I’ve made Would you still take me, through everything you said you hate Fall back down What's that sound? Of all the days and all the nights, you had to pick this time to fight Of all the times to test me will, you gave me now to show I feel Of all of the things you could have said, the hurtful ways to mess my head You struck and cut me down I won’t be your man, I won’t stand and wait I won’t be around to see love come hate I won’t be the rage inside your eyes I won’t settle this, we won’t share a kiss You won’t be the girl, I say I missed You won’t be the one that got away When is the day, of all of this I’ll know Who is this man that stands in front of me What now? Who will I be Who is this man that I cannot see Where now? Where will I go When is the day, my life will start to grow Fall back down What's that sound?
7.
Lost In Time 02:22
I've had some time on my own Reflecting thoughts of all the people I've known Its on me, to come save this Its on me, to find where my faith is Could all this time alone be starting to end Good things have broken through with no hope to mend Cause i'm lost in a better time A lie feed between my eyes Times come to reconcile With hopes dreams and better lives Has my time all been was wasted Have I been lost in time Could this be why I've waited Have I been lost in time I will wait for you

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I wanted to create some music outside of my usual style, and so this ambient electronic EP gave me the platform on which to do that.

As with my previous albums, it was recorded, produced and mixed at home on Reason 5 and Pro Tools 10.

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released March 4, 2014

Written, Performed and Produced by Jack Allum

Album Art by Sam Allum

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